才过来金宝读书几个月，每次回家听到的都是坏消息。
上次就堂弟闹事，最后离家出走。
爸爸妈妈为了钱吵架还分开睡。
两个妈妈坐在我面前诉苦，眼泪在眼眶打滚，我能做的就只是静静聆听。
这次回家，爸爸妈妈和好了，但我老爸还是爱睡前客厅。
妈妈告诉我再过两个月店面就要出租了。
以后进出家都得用后门。
我家的钥匙再也开不到家里的前门了。
我的心顿时酸了起来，一种很不舍得的感觉。
资金供不应求，还有什么办法呢？
再过两个月。。。
再过两个月。。。
槟城将少了一家可以让人抓药的中药店，
少了一个中医师。
叔叔，虽然辈分比爸爸小但他不会是大家担心的对象。
一开始我最担心的是婆婆。
最后爸爸和叔叔们还是说服了她。
爸爸从小就靠家里，毕业后就打理家业，
如今，他还是叫人担心。
其实我想说，哥，谢谢你。
谢谢你终于长大了。
谢谢你终于成熟了。
虽然工作辛苦了些，但只要你开心，我们都无所谓。
妈妈总算可以不担心你了。
爸，哥哥可以从新开始，你也行的。
妈，婶婶，
虽然家里的男人不怎么可靠，
甚至让你们担心，伤心了，
但是你们都还有女儿啊。
放心吧，我们都不是小孩子了。
少担心我们，多多照顾自己吧。
公公，今天我去探望您老人家了。
我不懂您有没有听见我说的话，但请您再眷顾这个家吧。
您说过，家富传不过三代，
所以我相信您不会怪爸爸们做出这样的决定的，对吗？
Monday, March 29, 2010
Ishh!!!
I went back to high school this morning.
Parked my car under one of the shady trees.
Walked into office and waited for Mr.Teng for around 10 to 15 minutes.
I stood outside of his room while he was chatting with another sir.
Certified my certificates and talked to him for about 10 minutes.
Went to Pn.Sharifah,asked her to sign for the "saksi penjamin".
At 1st she was kind of nice.
After a few minutes,she started to complain.
"Nanti pergi sumbang sat,you bagi orang lain jadi saksi pun you kena bayar kan?"
Ishh!!!
MONEY!!!!
So I say I will "sumbang" later.
She flipped through all the documents and say,
"susah tau tak??nanti ingat sumbang"
I was sort of frustrated at the very moment.
Crapped and complaint so much just for money.
Ish!!!
Parked my car under one of the shady trees.
Walked into office and waited for Mr.Teng for around 10 to 15 minutes.
I stood outside of his room while he was chatting with another sir.
Certified my certificates and talked to him for about 10 minutes.
Went to Pn.Sharifah,asked her to sign for the "saksi penjamin".
At 1st she was kind of nice.
After a few minutes,she started to complain.
"Nanti pergi sumbang sat,you bagi orang lain jadi saksi pun you kena bayar kan?"
Ishh!!!
MONEY!!!!
So I say I will "sumbang" later.
She flipped through all the documents and say,
"susah tau tak??nanti ingat sumbang"
I was sort of frustrated at the very moment.
Crapped and complaint so much just for money.
Ish!!!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Exhausted
I didn't sleep well last night.
*sigh*
I really don't know why.
I'm so tired right now.
Waiting for my turn to take a short shower.
Heartache again.
Not that kind of sad or upset but its really heart pain.
*please don't come back again*
Please~~~
I'm exhausted.
*sigh*
I really don't know why.
I'm so tired right now.
Waiting for my turn to take a short shower.
Heartache again.
Not that kind of sad or upset but its really heart pain.
*please don't come back again*
Please~~~
I'm exhausted.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Another sigh
*sigh*
I got my English for Business's result today.
Not very bad but still not satisfied.
7 over 10.
Its ok,I will work harder next time.
*promise*
I was chatting with one of my old friends in MSN.
Relationship problem.
I know its really tough but try to bear with it,ok?
Stay strong,babe.
You both got my blessing.
Was thinking of taking a nap but I dragged until now.
Its only 6pm right now and its sort of dark here already.
I got the urge to switch on the light but Amy is sleeping.
Not so good,right?
I just read Vanesa's blog.
Everyone is having hectic life.
Assignments and presentations.
*sigh*
It has been a long time since I last visited her blog.
She is still good in crapping.
LOL
*thumbs up*
I miss form 6 life.
Play truant together,sneak out from school together,sleep during class.
>.<
I miss the nasi lemak too!!
~spicy spicy~
I got my English for Business's result today.
Not very bad but still not satisfied.
7 over 10.
Its ok,I will work harder next time.
*promise*
I was chatting with one of my old friends in MSN.
Relationship problem.
I know its really tough but try to bear with it,ok?
Stay strong,babe.
You both got my blessing.
Was thinking of taking a nap but I dragged until now.
Its only 6pm right now and its sort of dark here already.
I got the urge to switch on the light but Amy is sleeping.
Not so good,right?
I just read Vanesa's blog.
Everyone is having hectic life.
Assignments and presentations.
*sigh*
It has been a long time since I last visited her blog.
She is still good in crapping.
LOL
*thumbs up*
I miss form 6 life.
Play truant together,sneak out from school together,sleep during class.
>.<
I miss the nasi lemak too!!
~spicy spicy~
Monday, March 22, 2010
Etceteras in Kampar
The first steamboat in Kampar
The sunset in Kampar.
P/S:Its really really nice
Weird creature in Kampar
The first mosquito I killed in Kampar
Bruises I got in Kampar
Argghhh!!!
I was so sleepy after stayed online for an hour.
Decided to take a nap.
Its not a good nap after all.
I don't know its because of the weather or what kind of reasons.
Couldn't have a good sleep.
*sigh*
Baby,your place got no line.
I can't reach you!!
I guess you are in production for whole day.
Why today so hardworking???
Spot check who huh??
*frustrated*
Ish!!
Decided to take a nap.
Its not a good nap after all.
I don't know its because of the weather or what kind of reasons.
Couldn't have a good sleep.
*sigh*
Baby,your place got no line.
I can't reach you!!
I guess you are in production for whole day.
Why today so hardworking???
Spot check who huh??
*frustrated*
Ish!!
22/3/10
Cycled to school alone this morning.
Took "tom yam bee hoon" as my breakfast.
Bumped into Philip and we headed to Block I together.
We didn't chat a lot as I was in rush.
Hmmm...Information System again.
What a boring lecture.
Surprisingly I didn't fall asleep during the lecture.
Sudoku helps!
>.<
Took "tom yam bee hoon" as my breakfast.
Bumped into Philip and we headed to Block I together.
We didn't chat a lot as I was in rush.
Hmmm...Information System again.
What a boring lecture.
Surprisingly I didn't fall asleep during the lecture.
Sudoku helps!
>.<
Went to canteen with a couple of coursemates and had a drink while they were eating.
Headed to tutorial room and waited for Ms Sofia.
Did my presentation.
I was wondering why I wasn't nervous today.
Either I know its just a small presentation or I'm starting to get used to it already.
Whatever the reason is,it's still a good thing.
SK really impressed me.
He can elaborate and present without any notes or small card on his hand. His english is sort of fluent.
Hmmm.... *great job,SK*
Cycled out from campus with Alan and Ming.
I went to buy my lunch and headed home.
I was thinking of taking a nap but I was sweating.
*sigh*
Since I was sweating,I just went down again and took the mop.
After i'm done mopping the floor,I washed my clothes and showered.
Now I'm sitting infront of my laptop and blogging while enjoying my lunch.
Will leave half of it for dinner as I can't finish it.
P/S: Save money as well. *hehe..*
Hmmm,what to do next? A nap??
No.I shouldn't sleep after eating.
Practice my QT,perhaps.
Baby,its Monday today.
5 more days to go then i'll be in your arms again.
>.<
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I deserve it
I know I deserve it if I fail my Business Accounting in mid term 2.
Why???
Due to my laziness and last minute work.
Totally got no idea about bad debts.
I just studied Depreciation and Accrual&Prepayment.
I was lack of time.
Slept at 3am and woke up at 8am.
I was awake and rolling on my bed at about 7am.
I don't know why but I just couldn't sleep.
Did revision for an hour before I went to shower.
Yet,I got no confidence at all.
Was nearly late for the test.
Got in the room and sat down.
The air-cond like not so cold and I was sweating like hell.
Gave up Question 1 and answered Question 2 and 3.
I just simply answered the questions.
*sigh*
Some people like to pretend naive and innocent.
Why can't you just be yourself?
Won't you feel exhausted?
*speechless*
Why???
Due to my laziness and last minute work.
Totally got no idea about bad debts.
I just studied Depreciation and Accrual&Prepayment.
I was lack of time.
Slept at 3am and woke up at 8am.
I was awake and rolling on my bed at about 7am.
I don't know why but I just couldn't sleep.
Did revision for an hour before I went to shower.
Yet,I got no confidence at all.
Was nearly late for the test.
Got in the room and sat down.
The air-cond like not so cold and I was sweating like hell.
Gave up Question 1 and answered Question 2 and 3.
I just simply answered the questions.
*sigh*
Some people like to pretend naive and innocent.
Why can't you just be yourself?
Won't you feel exhausted?
*speechless*
My favourite
Guess what is my favourite.
LOLIPOP!!
I'm madly in love with lolipops.
I was unwrapping the huge lolipop few days back.
Huan Min came in and asked what was it.
I told her that was sort of a massage stick thingy.
She touched and asked me why its not made of cotton.
I said its actually a lolipop.
She never seen such a huge lolipop.
She sat down and waited for me to unwrap it.
She was asking questions while waiting.
"So big can finish in a day meh?"
I told her we can share ah,1 person 1 corner.
If still cannot finish it then we will just keep it in the fridge.
"Har???Everyone's saliva there then."
What a naive housemate of mine.
LOL
LOLIPOP!!
I'm madly in love with lolipops.
I was unwrapping the huge lolipop few days back.
Huan Min came in and asked what was it.
I told her that was sort of a massage stick thingy.
She touched and asked me why its not made of cotton.
I said its actually a lolipop.
She never seen such a huge lolipop.
She sat down and waited for me to unwrap it.
She was asking questions while waiting.
"So big can finish in a day meh?"
I told her we can share ah,1 person 1 corner.
If still cannot finish it then we will just keep it in the fridge.
"Har???Everyone's saliva there then."
What a naive housemate of mine.
LOL
our study group
Found these photos in my mobile phone and I decided to post them up to share.
Hehe...
*evil grins*
Everyone was distracted and was talking non stop.
Hehe...
*evil grins*
Everyone was distracted and was talking non stop.
Monday, March 15, 2010
15th of March
Cycled to school alone this morning.
I didn't time myself and cycled slowly to school.
Its sort of an enjoyment of life.
*sigh*
Everyone laughed because of my fringe.
I didn't notice my fringe is that funny.
*sigh*
Talked to QT's tutor after MP tutorial.
I know I have to work harder for mid term 2 and final for every subject.
Cycled home after I bought my lunch.
Took my lunch and watched "little nyonya".
Took a nap or shall I call it a short sleep?
I think I was really tired until i can't wake up when my baby called.
Sowwie,baby.
Boiled chrysanthemum after I was up.
Hmmm....the male housemate was in his room.
What a miracle.
I think Amy and Josephine stepped on bull's shit this morning.
Will ask for further details tonight.
Hehehe...
Baby,I know you are not happy working in that kind of environment.
Yet I know you can bear it.
I know you can,baby.
Muax~!
I didn't time myself and cycled slowly to school.
Its sort of an enjoyment of life.
*sigh*
Everyone laughed because of my fringe.
I didn't notice my fringe is that funny.
*sigh*
Talked to QT's tutor after MP tutorial.
I know I have to work harder for mid term 2 and final for every subject.
Cycled home after I bought my lunch.
Took my lunch and watched "little nyonya".
Took a nap or shall I call it a short sleep?
I think I was really tired until i can't wake up when my baby called.
Sowwie,baby.
Boiled chrysanthemum after I was up.
Hmmm....the male housemate was in his room.
What a miracle.
I think Amy and Josephine stepped on bull's shit this morning.
Will ask for further details tonight.
Hehehe...
Baby,I know you are not happy working in that kind of environment.
Yet I know you can bear it.
I know you can,baby.
Muax~!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
stress
I cried infront of V Yang again today.
*sigh*
I'm so freaking worried that I can't pass my exam.
Its really not easy.
Everyone thinks i'm smart but I know i'm not.
Its a hard time for me.
I wish you are here,baby.
I had my worst presentation ever this afternoon.
I was stucked and starring at the slide for about 10 seconds.
YES!!! It HAPPENED!!!!
I wanted to kill myself at that very moment but I didn't.
*sigh*
Haven't gotten the results of mid term 1 but mid term 2 is coming soon.
Quantitative Techniques and Business Accounting,i'm in trouble now.
I really don't understand about the depreciation,provision,bad debts....
I really got no idea for all the topics that will be tested in mid term 2.
How am I going to die???
*sigh*
I'm so freaking worried that I can't pass my exam.
Its really not easy.
Everyone thinks i'm smart but I know i'm not.
Its a hard time for me.
I wish you are here,baby.
I had my worst presentation ever this afternoon.
I was stucked and starring at the slide for about 10 seconds.
YES!!! It HAPPENED!!!!
I wanted to kill myself at that very moment but I didn't.
*sigh*
Haven't gotten the results of mid term 1 but mid term 2 is coming soon.
Quantitative Techniques and Business Accounting,i'm in trouble now.
I really don't understand about the depreciation,provision,bad debts....
I really got no idea for all the topics that will be tested in mid term 2.
How am I going to die???
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Tiring day
I slept at 3a.m this morning.
Not that i'm hardworking but its because of the coffee.
Woke up at 7a.m and started to prepare my stuff.
Cycled half way then only I realised I left my calculator at home.
Cycled back again to get my calculator.
Reached campus at about 8.30am.
Chose a place and sat down,took out my stationeries and calculator.
Its sort of a strategic place.
When I got the question paper and started to answer,my hands started to shiver.
Its really an easy question and I was stucked at there for about 3 minutes,just to read the question.
I'm praying extra hard for my Quantitative Techniques.
I hope I won't fail the paper.
That's all I want.
Went to IDK 5 after IDK 1 for Information Systems.
Its multiple choices questions.
Not really easy but not that bad yet...i think.
Went to coffee shop to take lunch with my coursemates and headed to Regine's place.
Rest for a while and started to do Management Principal assignment with Clover while Regine and Wicky were sleeping.
Done with my part and decided to "cabut" but nobody can drop me home.
Texted Mei Hooi and asked her to drop me home.
I know i'm bringing troubles to others again.
>.<
Straight go online after I got home.
Mummy called and we chatted over the phone for about 10 minutes.
I think she miss me a lot because she can remember I got mid term test today and the next one on next Wednesday.
P/S: Ms.Wong texted me and asked when will be my holiday.
I think she is lack of teacher AGAIN.
By the way,I miss my monkeys too.
Or course I miss you too,baby.
Muax!!!
Not that i'm hardworking but its because of the coffee.
Woke up at 7a.m and started to prepare my stuff.
Cycled half way then only I realised I left my calculator at home.
Cycled back again to get my calculator.
Reached campus at about 8.30am.
Chose a place and sat down,took out my stationeries and calculator.
Its sort of a strategic place.
When I got the question paper and started to answer,my hands started to shiver.
Its really an easy question and I was stucked at there for about 3 minutes,just to read the question.
I'm praying extra hard for my Quantitative Techniques.
I hope I won't fail the paper.
That's all I want.
Went to IDK 5 after IDK 1 for Information Systems.
Its multiple choices questions.
Not really easy but not that bad yet...i think.
Went to coffee shop to take lunch with my coursemates and headed to Regine's place.
Rest for a while and started to do Management Principal assignment with Clover while Regine and Wicky were sleeping.
Done with my part and decided to "cabut" but nobody can drop me home.
Texted Mei Hooi and asked her to drop me home.
I know i'm bringing troubles to others again.
>.<
Straight go online after I got home.
Mummy called and we chatted over the phone for about 10 minutes.
I think she miss me a lot because she can remember I got mid term test today and the next one on next Wednesday.
P/S: Ms.Wong texted me and asked when will be my holiday.
I think she is lack of teacher AGAIN.
By the way,I miss my monkeys too.
Or course I miss you too,baby.
Muax!!!
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