tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84293921897832925612024-03-05T14:52:56.562+08:00*evil grins*Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger69125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-89814987276072182772012-10-12T12:19:00.001+08:002012-10-12T12:20:15.906+08:00Just another postWhat a boring day in office again *yawning*<br />
Thank God it's Friday today =)<br />
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Checked my result yesterday.<br />
Failed my Business Finance as I expected but surprisingly I passed my Business Ethics =D<br />
Wooohooo!!!<br />
Mr. Darren, I love you<br /><br />Guess I have to spend two more semesters in Utar for the sake of my degree<br />It's fine for me though =)<br />Since I don't wish to come out and work so early =)<br />Heh!!! Still a lazy me.<br /><br />Viewed few forums and blogs, but nothing gets my attention.<br />I wished there is something interesting for me to read but all I got was disappointment.<br />*sigh*<br /><br />Sometimes I wonder why should I update my blog from time to time?<br />I don't think there will still someone out there reading my blog but who cares?<br />As long as I keep updating and I know where am I =D<br /><br />Wanted to watch Vampire Diaries season 4 but nobody upload it so I can't download it yet =(<br />Another disappointment.<br /><br />I thought I can handle this relationship well but I think I overestimated myself again...<br />Here I wonder again: I always wanted to be single and why the hell on earth I'm in a relationship again?<br />Fate I guess. Perhaps? Who knows?<!--3--><!--3--><br />
It's easy to fall for someone but it's not easy to deal with the one ~.~<br />
It's always my problem I think.<br />
Living alone is much more better sometimes =)<br />
I don't have to care, don't have to get mad, don't have to report.<br />
Gosh!!! That's the freedom!!!<br />
I can talk what I want, I can act how I wish and whatever shit it is because it's just me!!!<br />
That's the matter,right???<br />
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*sigh*<br />
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Alright,enough of craps and gonna enjoy my lunch soon.<br />
Alone again or with the only colleague today?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-87801369485487763332012-10-11T14:48:00.003+08:002012-10-11T14:51:03.549+08:00Cleaning dusty blog<span style="background-color: #b4a7d6; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: red;"><b><i>*blowing dust away*</i></b></span><br /><br />Since it's been a year since my last update, I suppose to have a lot of stories to share or crap here.<br />I guess I'm just too lazy to update my blog until today.<br />If you're wondering why do I have the urge to update my blog,here's the answer: I'm just way too bored!!!<br />I wish I could roll on my bed instead of sitting in this cold, quiet office and staring at my laptop.<br />Gosh!!! This is not the life I wanted!!! </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #b4a7d6; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />Alright, I know I'm just an intern and I should not complain bout it. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: #b4a7d6; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But at least give me something to do!!!<br />I come here to online and watch movie everyday =.="</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #b4a7d6; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's not only unproductive but also meaningless!!!<br /><br />Few more months to end my degree's life.<br />I seriously not going to sit and work in office after I graduated from my degree!!!<br />To be frank, I never regret to continue my degree in business after my form 6.<br />At least I'm studying something that I'm interested in and thank to this boring internship life, I figured out that I should stick to my first and only ambition-teaching.<br />Some people might think it is not a good career to be in but since I love talking and sharing, why not I teach? Right? <br />And since I have experience, interest and passion. Why not? Right?<br /><br />Discussed this issue with friends before and there's the consideration: Never take your hobby or something you like as your career as someday you will lose your passion and interest on your hobby.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #b4a7d6; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But here's my question: You are going to work for money's sake for like AT LEAST another 30 years. If you don't like what you're doing, how are you going to struggle for that 30 years?<br />So I got my own conclusion now: Do what you really like and like what you're doing =)</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #b4a7d6; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />Good luck to my mates who are having their internship as well, friends, besties, boyfie,family members in finding their happy path =D </span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-30352336983990926122011-08-01T02:13:00.002+08:002011-08-01T02:34:38.980+08:00我们都需要时间刚刚读回以前的部落格。<br />我明白你的用意,是想我找回以前的感觉吧?<br />我们曾经有数不完的承诺,<br />我们曾经很爱很爱彼此,<br />我们曾经为这段感情付出了很多,<br />但那始终是曾经,它过去了。<br /><br />我不懂为什么我们会变得这样。<br />你明明为了我做了很多改变,<br />我甚至是你的全部。<br />是三年惹的祸?<br />还是我根本就还不想稳定下来?<br />又或者是那无形的压力和愧疚感把我们击败了?<br /><br />我不懂读完部落格后的我是什么心情。<br />内疚多了一点,欣慰也多了一点。<br />原来自己曾经那么疯狂和不顾一切地爱过。<br />那就足够了。<br /><br />其实,我是幸福的。<br />所以,谢谢你爱我。<br /><br />我不懂自己还得经历多少段感情,我才会想停止飞翔。<br />明明我的人生中出现过很爱很爱我的人,<br />我却一个一个地错过再错过。<br />我会有报应吗?<br /><br />不懂为什么随着年龄的增长,我反而越来越不清楚自己要的是什么。<br /><br />原来承诺真的会带给人类很大的伤害。<br />承诺给了我们希望。<br />就因为那份希望,我们坚持着不放手。<br />当放手了,希望没了,我们就崩溃了。<br />承诺,这是多么让人疯狂的事啊。<br /><br />我,需要时间继续成长。Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-69670189657462839982011-07-19T17:26:00.002+08:002011-07-19T17:48:50.135+08:00我是胆小鬼终于哭了。<br />现在才发现其实我会觉得痛的。<br />后来我知道我没有资格喊痛,我只能关上房门自己静静地落泪。<br />突然明白,当初他说分手时会哭的原因。<br />原来提分手的也会痛。<br /><br />三年的感情,我说结束就结束。<br />对,我是残忍。<br />残忍在半年前我心软了,<br />残忍在我拖泥带水,<br />残忍在我现在才有勇气说分手。<br /><br />心里还是会担心你过得不好,工作不顺利。<br />其实我很懦弱。<br />我的害怕和担心,让我不知所措。<br />我以为我害怕被伤害,但现在才发现我更害怕伤害别人。<br />那种内疚的感觉真的让我喘不过气来。<br />我真的很难受,感觉就快窒息了。<br /><br />心里感到抱歉,但那也于事无补。<br />我只希望没有我的日子,你能过得更好。Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-46489665772669825952011-07-14T10:57:00.004+08:002011-07-14T11:22:49.200+08:00其实我累了分手了,很多人都问我为什么。<br />其实我也不懂为什么。<br />累了,就想休息。<br />不想在一起,那就分开了。<br />如果这段感情只剩下不舍,习惯,其实分开对大家都好。<br /><br />或许因为不是第一次分开,我开始习惯了。<br />从前,我害怕改变,我害怕一个人,我怕空虚,所以我们在回一起。<br />对不起,当时的我真的自私了。<br />对不起,我真的伤害了你。<br /><br />你说我们可以做回好朋友。<br />当时我真的不敢相信。<br />我真的太了解你,你不可能接受我们是朋友。<br />很多时候我懂你在伪装自己很坚强,过得很好。<br />三年了,我真的看透你,太了解你了。<br />你的好,给了我很大的压力。<br />我知道爱情不能够衡量,但我真的没能再付出了。<br /><br />朋友都说,要哭就哭吧。<br />老实说,我这次真的没有大哭,真的没有。<br />其实我还是会难过。<br />不是我故作坚强不流泪,是我不想再哭了。<br />偶尔想起,我会内疚得掉眼泪。<br />但我始终相信,这样对大家都好。<br /><br />我懂你恨我,所以你不想见到我。<br />别人都说,分手后真的很难做回朋友。<br />这次我真的领悟到了。<br />但我会给你时间,让你觉得我们可以是朋友。<br /><br />我想我不懂得怎么爱,又或者我不想过两个人的生活。<br />与其说不再相信爱情,不如说我不再相信自己。<br />火花经过时间的摧残渐渐消失,而我也经不起再次的考验。<br />我想我是懦弱的。<br />我真的想过一个人的生活。<br />这次与自由无关,我只想沉淀自己。<br />直到有天我再次想有个依靠,当某某某的某某某时,<br />或许我会再次尝试让自己不顾一切,尽情地恋爱。<br /><br />我只是累了。Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-28344990941079129342011-06-26T14:23:00.003+08:002011-06-26T14:39:10.207+08:00我真的失望了我告诉过自己,我只为自己哭泣。<br />我不想再为任何一个朋友哭泣,真的不想。<br />但我似乎总是逃不过这个命运。<br /><br />一件与我完全没有关系的事情,我竟然可以那么地生气。<br />为什么你会变得这样?<br />我懂在这个世上,没有一个人是完美的,我也不要求你是完美的。<br />但你开始失去自我,你不再是你。<br />或许这是你想要的,但我真地接受不了。<br />每个人都有压力,每个人都会改变,但为什么你会变成这样?<br /><br />我以为我们很有默契,可以互相支撑。<br />我以为我们真的明白彼此,我们之间没有秘密。<br />我以为我真的很了解你,但现在我这份信心却开始动摇了。<br />心痛,失望。<br />朋友,回来好吗?<br /><br />从前的你,什么事都忍,<br />从前的你,做什么事情都有耐心,有分寸,<br />从前的你,总是中立,<br />现在呢?<br />还是其实这才是真实的你?<br />如果是,那请你给我多一点的时间接受这个事实,好吗?<br /><br />我可以不认得你,但我希望你还认得你自己。<br /><br />Sometimes you need to step outside,<br />clear your head,<br />and remind yourself who you are,<br />and where you want to be.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-22161152444986247942011-06-25T11:00:00.002+08:002011-06-25T11:09:52.823+08:00我太任性了<span style="font-family:verdana;">为了暂时的快乐,我不顾其他的事情,任性了。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">我以为我可以过得很好,但原来不是那回事。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">我竟然被自己的任性牵着鼻子走。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">我开始不理性地对待事情。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">我开始不懂得分事情的严重性。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">开始失去了我自己。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">今天一觉醒来,我告诉自己,我长大了,我该清醒了。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">我不想再过这种生活。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">那太痛苦了。</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;">我的人生,我主宰。</span></strong></em>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-52838128158445052202011-06-12T11:11:00.005+08:002011-06-12T11:33:14.704+08:00不想再飞人长大了,烦恼越来越多。<br />很多时候,我爱放空自己,什么都不想。<br />但我明白,问题不会自己解决。<br />当自己准备好要去面对问题时,感觉就像快窒息一样,让我真的不想再撑下去。<br />真实是很残酷的,没得说想不想,但一定要撑下去。<br /><br />很多时候,我很想回家。<br />很想抱着爸爸妈妈说,“辛苦你们了”。<br />我想我们都该支持哥哥的决定。<br />如果那是他想要的,他快乐就好。<br />即使我们都懂那是一个很好的机会,如果他不想,那就算了。<br />我明白做妹妹的,我不该批评。<br />但如果没学历,其实自己没什么资格和别人谈条件,不是吗?<br /><br />其实,我想家了。<br />这个星期真的好漫长,好漫长。<br />我想陪陪家人,陪着他们做他们爱做的事。<br />爱往外跑的我,突然觉得其实我想哪里都不去,待在家就好。<br /><br />从前,我是只没脚的小鸟,停不下来。<br />现在,我想当个没翅膀的小鸟,不想再飞。Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-80066970958573511282011-05-12T00:08:00.004+08:002011-05-12T00:44:04.950+08:00就是没办法当时间过去了,我发现我不再压抑自己,<br />反而放任自己尽情地去回忆。<br />感觉就像翻开一页一页的历史书,<br />看看以前发生过的事。<br /><br />过了五年,我还记得被你抱着的感觉。<br />细雨中,你撑着伞,我们慢步着走回我的家。<br />那个晚上,我感受到在你身上从没发现的那种温柔。<br /><br />过了五年,我还记得你离开的背影。<br />后悔当初自己那么地残忍,<br />竟然能忍心一句话都不说,<br />眼睁睁就这样看着你离开,<br />然后自己却痛哭了起来。<br /><br />过了五年,我依然听着金沙的“笨蛋”。<br />那时我们听着这首歌,我说“好熟悉的一首歌,好像在哪里听过”<br />你说,“你和歌名一样[笨蛋]”。<br />你总是爱说我笨。<br />你不懂我最讨厌你说我笨,因为我会当真。<br /><br />过了五年,我依然爱吃棒棒糖。<br />因为你记得那时的我无论开心还是不开心,<br />我一定要吃棒棒糖。<br />沙士口味,还是会为你留着。<br /><br />过了五年,我以为我可以恨你。<br />后来发现,我就是没办法恨你。Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-75472753148739627932011-05-02T17:28:00.004+08:002011-05-02T18:00:40.345+08:00他们都说<div>小时候,爱顶嘴。</div><div>妈妈都会骂我说,“说你两句,你就顶嘴,没礼貌”</div><div>我总会说,“妈,你有你认为对的事,我也有啊。我只不过是在说道理,那不是顶嘴”</div><div>那时的我五岁。</div><div> </div><div>小时候,爱吵架。</div><div>哥哥,堂姐,堂妹,堂弟,全是我的对象。</div><div>但我总是赢的那方。</div><div>赢不代表对。</div><div> </div><div>小时候,爱逞强。</div><div>什么事情,我都要比别人好。</div><div>对自己,我输不起。</div><div> </div><div>婆婆说,“长大后,你该当律师”。</div><div>妈妈说,“赢却不一定对,那岂不是在造孽?要就当房产律师就行了”。</div><div>我都会开玩笑说,“那或许有些富翁觉得我办事妥当,然后再分些房子给我,那也不错”。</div><div>但我没说,“妈,婆婆,我不想当律师”。</div><div>不是不敢,而是不想他们失望。</div><div>现在长大了,我跟随自己的喜好,假期时回补习中心当老师。</div><div>她们就说,“玲,当老师也好像很不错”。</div><div>的确是不错。</div><div>很多事情,不需要说出来,时间到了,他们会自然地明白那是我要的。</div><div> </div><div>小时候,妈妈身边的朋友都说,“你真幸福,有个聪明的女儿”。</div><div>这句话,我听进耳里,委屈却是在心里。</div><div>妈妈就是被这些话荼毒了思想。</div><div>虽然她没有望女成鳯,但身为女儿的我,可以让自己松懈吗?</div><div>她儿子成不了龙,女儿即使不是鳯,那也不该是三鸡啊。</div><div>婶婶都会说,“帮帮我劝劝你堂姐,帮帮我给你堂妹点意见”。</div><div>我呢?那我呢?</div><div> </div><div>长大了,朋友说,“哎呀,佩玲没问题啦”</div><div>长大了,朋友说,“你行的啦”</div><div>长大了,朋友说,“你担心什么?你都不用担心的”</div><div>长大了,朋友说,“你肯定能毕业啦”</div><div>长大了,朋友说,“你肯定能找到好工作啦”</div><div> </div><div>请给我两秒钟的时间,让我说,“我不行 ”</div><div>我有我担心的时候,害怕的时候,应付不来的时候,压力的时候。</div><div>我有想当个弱者的时候。</div><div> </div><div>或许你又会说,你不会是个弱者。</div><div>狮子座的我,天生就不是个弱者。</div><div>不是“是不是”的问题,是“偶尔希望”的问题。</div><div>狮子虽然英勇,强势;但谁能确保它们不害怕?</div><div>我想说,“我要当个弱狮子”</div><div> </div><div> </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-6840621755060512242011-05-02T16:48:00.004+08:002011-05-02T17:15:40.943+08:00今天的心情<div>刚刚花了大概两个小时重新读回自己的部落格。</div><div>发现自己真的改变了很多。</div><div>我不懂该说好还是坏。</div><div>我固然是变得更懒惰了,但同时我好像蛮享受的。</div><div>废话,谁会不享受懒慵慵的生活啊?</div><div> </div><div>以前再怎么懒惰还是会逼自己早起,但现在好像都无所谓了。</div><div>我到底要颓废到几时啊?</div><div> </div><div>花了两个小时读完自己的部落格后,发现自己让读者失望了。</div><div>我竟然懒到不更新部落格,即使更新了也好像没更新一样。</div><div>我忘了说我终于看了 "My name is Khan"。</div><div>不得不说那真的是一部很好看的电影,非常有意义。</div><div>接下来我想看 "Devil wears Prada"。</div><div>你应该会问,“怎么这么好看的电影你还没看啊?”</div><div>其实我也不懂为什么。</div><div>如果这次假期没工作,我应该还会窝在家里看 “一公升的眼泪”。</div><div> </div><div>其实我真的好想念补习班里的小孩,好希望他们都进步了,懂事了。</div><div>毕竟我看着他们长大,放了很多的爱和心思,</div><div>就好像自己栽了棵幼苗,想看看长得怎么样了。</div><div>每当要回来读书时,他们都会问 “老师,你什么时候再回来啊?”</div><div>我好想说,我不想离开。</div><div>当然我非常希望可以回去看看他们,栽培他们,但最后还是得看老板需不需要我啊。</div><div>好多时候我都会被他们气得很没心情,但我会突然明白到原来我曾经比他们更坏,更叛逆。</div><div>老师们,妈妈,谢谢你们没有因此放弃我。</div><div> </div><div>今天满是期待的想吃我最爱的鸡饭,但是老板却打电话来说鸡饭买完了,</div><div>而且晚上也没得吃了,因为今天咖啡店开半天而已。</div><div>顿时没了心情。</div><div>我可以为了小事而开心,却也因为这样心情很容易就被影响。</div><div>接下来还有考试,但我完全还没准备。</div><div>为人师表,为人儿女,我真的感到很惭愧。</div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-56461329704345210192011-05-02T03:49:00.004+08:002011-05-02T04:47:56.712+08:00心灵上的出轨<div><div>我不懂这是不是一个敏感的话题,但今天就是有心情把它写出来。</div><div>顾名思义,心灵上的出轨代表你已经有了另一半,但心里却出现了一个第三者。</div><div>而这所谓的第三者,不一定知情。</div><div>看清楚,是心灵上,而不是行动上。</div><div>也就是说,你想过或你想着但你没做出来。</div><div>当然,这不是最正确的定义,但应该不会差很远吧。</div><div> </div><div>那是一种怎样的感觉呢?</div><div>就好像有点暗恋?单恋?但绝对不是明恋。</div><div>因为明恋是表现出来了,也就不再只是心灵上的出轨了。</div><div>你会在意他或她对你说的一切,时不时拿起电话查看有没有新信息,又或则当你看到他或他上线时,心里有一股你说不出的喜悦。你会压抑着自己,别先开口和他或她说话。</div><div> </div><div>那这种情况是该被唾弃的吗?</div><div>感觉上没那么严重。</div><div>不就是想而已,又不是采取行动了。</div><div>想一想应该没错啊。</div><div>对吧?</div><div> </div><div>个人认为两个词可以形容“心灵上的出轨”。</div><div>那就是“尴尬” 和“矛盾”。</div><div>尴尬是因为见到了,但不能说出口,也不能表现得太明显。</div><div>矛盾也是一定的。</div><div>因为你不懂该继续,还是放弃这种连你自己都搞不清楚的状况。</div><div>每个人在作出选择时,都会感到很矛盾。</div><div>该顾虑的也很多。</div><div> </div><div>这种情况不一定会长久。</div><div>或许你有一段很稳定的感情,舍不得就这样放手,</div><div>但就因为稳定的感情里少了点火花,心灵上才出轨了。</div><div>有时考虑清楚后,或许会发现,现在这种状况也很好。</div><div>心里的那份感觉一旦过了,身边还有个你该珍惜的人。</div><div>这种想法毕竟是自私了点,但再怎么说,你并没有做出什么对不起他或她的事。</div><div>这也是避免造成伤害的方法不是吗?</div><div>所以,心灵上出轨胜过行动上出轨。</div><div>一旦采取行动,一切都不能挽回了。</div><div> </div><div>在此奉劝大家,想一想就好 :)</div><div>但当然能免还是连心灵上的也免了。</div><div> </div><div> </div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-20053382932729382202011-04-06T01:38:00.002+08:002011-04-06T01:59:13.887+08:006/4/2011I'm listening to "Coming home" and "S&M" while worrying for decorations for 60's >.<<div>What else in my mind? </div><div>Of course my blog!!!</div><div>3 minutes thing is like a trend in my life.</div><div>I updated my blog at least every week in the beginning after I created this blog and now I leave it here growing mushroom >.<</div><div>Sorry,dear blog.</div><div><br /></div><div>Am I really this busy until I got no time to update my blog?</div><div>I don't think so. </div><div>I just rather spend my time on watching movies,sleeping and loitering around with friends.</div><div>Done with midterms,presentations and assignments,life is like so meaningless >.<</div><div>Normally students blame due to tons of assignments and stuff but I'm done with all these!!</div><div>Ish!!</div><div>What I'm busy with recently?</div><div>Events will be the answer.</div><div>60's night and Japanese culture night.</div><div>Hope I can handle them well :)</div><div>No point to just study and learn from books or slides,we should enjoy our life in University as well. Am I right?</div><div><br /></div><div>That's all for today.</div><div>Stay tune for further updates :)</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-91175774626579076362011-02-24T20:27:00.002+08:002011-02-24T20:58:39.620+08:00快乐人们长大后总觉得自己越来越不快乐。<br />有多不快乐?<br />小时候想快点长大,长大后却反而想回到小时候。<br />其实快乐可以很简单。<br />又有多简单呢?<br />想一想,你还活着。<br />想一想,你还看见今天的阳光。<br />想一想,你今天吃得饱,穿得暖,睡得着。<br />那还不快乐?<br /><br />长大后,我们追求的越来越多,也越来越复杂,<br />所以快乐离我们越来越远。<br />工作不愉快,读书压力大时我们总说:还是小时候好。<br />直到一个小孩告诉我:你们大人真好,想几时吃麦当劳就吃麦当劳。<br />原来我们只知道小时候是开心的,而为什么开心却不再记得了。<br />倘若我们和还是为了同一个原因而开心,那不是很好吗?<br />原来小孩子的要求很简单,为什么我们不能呢?<br />当你的要求变简单,你就会更快乐。Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-10224593639616169652010-12-31T00:40:00.002+08:002010-12-31T01:02:42.107+08:00:)I'm here again :)<br />It's new year eve and it's my baby's birthday >.<<br />Happy birthday,baby.<br /><br />Recently not in good mood and I don't really know the reason :(<br />Due to my eyes? Aunty visit soon? That so called event job?<br />I don't know.<br />Bumped into my darling in QB yesterday,both of us were in glasses. Hehe...<br />Hope can meet them on this coming Wednesday again :)<br /><br />Hmm....i'm growing mushrooms at home.<br />Need some plans >.<<br />This Saturday morning will have breakfast with Shona and night time with Boon and gang in Sunset bistro.<br />Kai Yong suggested to have wine on that night but I know it's not going to happen due to her gastric and Boon will be driving that night :(<br />Next Monday night with my beloved lao eh a.k.a Hoey. Church street for snow beer? Or hoegarden? Hmm...let her decide then.<br />Next Wednesday with my darling and Neh. Time and Venue unknown yet.<br />Will have a day out with Adelyn but date,time and venue also unknown yet.<br />That are my plans for next week :)<br /><br />Hope I can enjoy my semester break since it's only a month.<br />Gosh! I miss Kampar :(<br />I miss my beloved housemates :(<br />I miss my coursemates :(<br />I miss my seniors :(<br />I miss my year one life :(Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-52553047661102401512010-11-26T18:41:00.004+08:002010-12-31T00:30:25.723+08:00My short semesterIt has been four months I abandoned my blog to the point where I can't remember my address and password.<br /><br />I thought short semester will not be hectic and I can relax and pass my short semester. Apparently,I was wrong!<br />Short semester means shorter time for me to study and rest.<br />Assignments,mid-terms,presentations,meetings,rehearsals...<br />Uncountable rehearsals and meetings for Moral.<br /><br />First time join a class with majority year 3 semester 3 seniors and only few of us are still year one. Of course we will choose somebody from Y3S3 to be president to lead us so that we can learn from them.<br />*sigh*<br />All I can say is we did a wrong decision.<br />She is not a good leader or even a good senior.<br />A leader without leadership + ego + never listen to others' opinions = our frustration<br />We had rehearsals for Moral within our own group almost 3 times per week.<br />Sleepless nights for 3 weeks.<br />We did our video,rehearsals,pratices,discussions,arguements with the so called leader.<br />Everyone was so nervous on the campaign day itself.<br />We tried and did our very best and luckily lecturer satisfied with our outcome.<br />"Saya amat puas hati dengan kempen hari ini dan saya bagi markah penuh!"<br />Everyone was screaming like mad because all of us were just too happy.<br />So my conclusion for this campaign is : Useless leader + co-operation from everyone = happy ending. *Woohooo!!*<br /><br />I am seriously happy and glad to know a gang of seniors and we shared our happy time together.<br />So envy because they are graduating very soon.<br />Everyone of them struggled for three years and just waiting for this moment.<br />Hope they can have bright future :)<br /><br />I seriously need to study hard to my Consumer Behaviour so that I can pull up my CGPA and make sure I can pass my Japanese and Moral.<br />*God bless*<br />P/s: Still don't understand those Japanese grammar and particles.<br /><br />Two weekends in Kampar again.<br />Miss my mummy a lot :(<br />Hope I can enjoy my semester break soon! :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-29159221388098520042010-07-22T00:38:00.002+08:002010-07-22T00:50:39.271+08:00Girls' day out!Went to Ipoh yesterday.<br />Had fun with a bunch of female coursemates.<br />I spent around RM150 and i'm broke now.<br /><br />Went to "wong kok" and had lunch.<br />Worst service I would say.<br />-went to counter and took menu ourselves<br />-wrong information<br />-wrong drinks<br />-wrong food<br />-slow service<br />=no more next visit!<br />We were so pissed and complaining while eating.<br /><br />Went to a wholesale shop.<br />Girls' heaven.<br />Mask,hair treatment..<br />Woohooo!!<br />Feel good when I spend money.<br />>.<<br /><br />Went to tesco extra and shopped again.<br />LOL!<br /><br />Came home at around 9pm.<br />Tracy picked me up to her house and started to prepare slides for our Law presentation.<br />Another frust day.<br />But I can still bear with that.<br />Hmmm....<br />I'm learning to control my EQ.<br />And I think I did well last night.<br /><br />Eeu wants to have an account and start to "blog".<br />I think he wanted to express his anger and all the vulgar words in his blog.<br />LOL!<br />Eeu,i'm looking forward to read your blog!<br />Good luck!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-2714321186771831272010-07-03T10:04:00.002+08:002010-07-03T10:21:03.418+08:00Let's mournLet's mourn for my QT II.<br />>.<<br /><br />I have to admit that I don't really put much effort in this semester.<br />I think it's due to my laziness.<br />Amy said I'm just a sleepyhead.<br />Cannot put the blame on me!<br />My bed was just too comfortable and the weather was encouraging me to sleep more.<br /><br />I skipped 3 QT tutorials and 2 lectures.<br />Attended to another 3 lectures but fell asleep in IDK.<br />Mummy said that it might be the side effect of the vitamins she gave me.<br />Sigh~<br /><br />Now I'm blaming my bed,the weather,the vitamins!<br />Ish!!<br />Wicked me!<br />It's all my fault!!<br />Should have attend lectures and tutorials and of course do tutorial questions as well.<br />It's a bit late to say this but there are mid term2 and final in the future.<br />I think I need to put more efforts to cope up my studies.<br />Agree with me?<br />*high five*<br /><br />Today,I stared at my QT II paper.<br />I asked "What else I can do for you?"<br />And deep down inside my heart,I was singing "越望越伤心",then I handed up my paper.<br />It's time to mourn for my QT II.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-48844462729616666712010-06-30T14:42:00.002+08:002010-06-30T15:07:13.080+08:00Interesting Law TutorialFirst day cycle to campus in this semester.<br />First time cycle to campus with my cutest housemate,Huan Min.<br />Took lunch with Huan Min,James,Wei Zhen and their housemate.<br />We gave James(占姆斯)a new name today-母狮(female lion).<br />I kinda like this name.<br />I think he likes it too.<br />*evil grins*<br /><br />Utar is really a "non-profit organisation".<br />They never provide enough parking lots for students but still recruiting so many newbies.<br />What they do at the end of the day?<br />They clamp their bicycles,motorbikes and even cars.<br />Poor students have to pay to Utar and unclamp their vehicles.<br />*sigh*<br /><br />Went to Ms.Yap law tutorial.<br />She laughed non stop when she was telling us her story.<br />Here is the story.<br />She bought a ticket from KTM and she changed her mind to depart a day early.<br />She went to KTM and told the staff that the staff gave her the wrong ticket.<br />Then,she laughed and said," Actually there's no issue,I just want to leave a day early and I told them it was their fault to give me the wrong ticket"<br />Students laughed as well.<br />Not because of the "funny" story but due to her laughter.<br />Gosh!<br />It was really an evil grins!!<br />She was so enjoy with the incident.<br />She always SS(syok sendiri) during the tutorial.<br />So sweat.<br /><br />Here comes another lame story.<br />Tracy: What is bound?<br />Me : Sort of tie,I think<br />Tracy: 带?(bring)<br />Me : =.= 约束。<br />Tracy: 椰树?(coconut tree)<br />Me : "Terikat" in Malay.<br />Tracy:=.=<br />End up I wrote it on a piece of paper and shown her.<br />It was the first time I don't think is boring during law tutorial.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-38052771406958344052010-06-19T19:33:00.002+08:002010-06-19T20:18:42.582+08:002012你害怕2012年的到来吗?<br />其实我还蛮期待的。<br />不是出自悲观的想法,而是纯粹一种期待。<br /><br />2012年,<br />或许我刚毕业,还没来得及出社会工作,世界末日来临了。<br />或许有些人还没谈过恋爱,世界末日来临了。<br />或许还有很多事情你还没做完,世界末日来临了。<br />或许很多地方你还没去过,世界末日来临了。<br />或许很多食物你还没品尝过,世界末日来临了。<br />马来西亚的宏愿还没达成,世界末日来临了。<br /><br />尽管如此,我还是一样期待着。<br />试想一想,比你早离开这世界的,或者还来不及来到这世界的,他们都没机会目睹世界末日的到来。<br />而你却是那个幸运儿,可以目睹这一切。<br />你还是比他们幸运的,不是吗?<br /><br />那一刻是悲伤的还是幸福的?<br /><br />前几天我把这想法说了出来。<br />Alan说:你是白痴啊?2012不是真的啦。<br />世明说:我劝你别看太多戏。<br />我说:那很壮观啊。很多人想看都看不见,我们是很幸运的。<br />他们边笑边摇头(一种为了表示我是一位白痴的行为)<br />那个死兔崽子总爱说我是白痴。<br />@&%*$@<br /><br />不管是不是真的会发生,把握当下吧。<br />虽然遗憾美也是一种美丽。<br />=.="Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-22502311108597971002010-06-19T01:47:00.005+08:002010-06-19T02:02:36.256+08:00Random photos<a 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src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3DtGJohp0vG6k2nYE40-siY064E_vvS5z4Y_eWb-6c2i6NGUyd5zl_pgJCzc2JRE5P2whAAAbjI-4GQTLl9tro0rA1PWXPRhZ5JRSlqI6v6LhOLE-E-hnei9Sj8UpR_pXYmegJKWGFHI/s200/Image0265.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Taken on the day of lao eh's brother's wedding dinner.<br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnLgyyCSBF8Sl6GJbDd1g_hbZoM8g4727cUVKGWvElzPo3WcGfk9r4jkGovLtcWj3Qx7tKtmHiKoEETkDp0XUYJ0nCsvJ2d6eAJ02Oh2bfCnK4uGrgL6Z5AiJ_FYfe0jlm2uJ15lt4dtQ/s1600/Image0272.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484174960729607010" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnLgyyCSBF8Sl6GJbDd1g_hbZoM8g4727cUVKGWvElzPo3WcGfk9r4jkGovLtcWj3Qx7tKtmHiKoEETkDp0XUYJ0nCsvJ2d6eAJ02Oh2bfCnK4uGrgL6Z5AiJ_FYfe0jlm2uJ15lt4dtQ/s200/Image0272.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />First day I fell from staircase.<br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgkoXtPEU99Fbb55gHlBmKwrBYEVOy-ZMPK6OUORItc5UKW7MY5Kiu76r0vwBHFBy4Zgxafl9nPrHPC6ArrMpxgYa6711jirsfl7GjPFpEQ2h9X5B1tLjJu8bX7nsBVNfB8TsseIgn8GPQ/s1600/Image0273.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484174958403888370" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgkoXtPEU99Fbb55gHlBmKwrBYEVOy-ZMPK6OUORItc5UKW7MY5Kiu76r0vwBHFBy4Zgxafl9nPrHPC6ArrMpxgYa6711jirsfl7GjPFpEQ2h9X5B1tLjJu8bX7nsBVNfB8TsseIgn8GPQ/s200/Image0273.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Fifth day<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqpVM2mgk5BLu3nwotgSawDUXoMBt6Mj4hzHc8sIA3cAlUZ8-oYb2euHpcPlVml6RfWDPOH-T4yhzXTNCJ7af4P81o0Cj77vjuTg-Cg3_pe8rHEjFU_W0YeRDGEBSBY9FVM2jOm5sHdvU/s1600/Image0274.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484174949360319394" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqpVM2mgk5BLu3nwotgSawDUXoMBt6Mj4hzHc8sIA3cAlUZ8-oYb2euHpcPlVml6RfWDPOH-T4yhzXTNCJ7af4P81o0Cj77vjuTg-Cg3_pe8rHEjFU_W0YeRDGEBSBY9FVM2jOm5sHdvU/s200/Image0274.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Pork leg of mine</div><div>>.<<br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-944266348755981402010-06-19T01:36:00.003+08:002010-06-19T01:46:46.197+08:00Today's lunch<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGeYHDmntUzIoAz8JPs8iH5jY5aYR4CMmaHOXo3szAOIXOnRxWcEti3g9Bn7loyO5sKGrS4XKQ0XPYXyvRswg9elUZTfCX9hbIYPnI0oti0M9yM6kT-VF24lBJLZwQ1iJk-G5HeqKQ7Ws/s1600/Image0281.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484169279421633858" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGeYHDmntUzIoAz8JPs8iH5jY5aYR4CMmaHOXo3szAOIXOnRxWcEti3g9Bn7loyO5sKGrS4XKQ0XPYXyvRswg9elUZTfCX9hbIYPnI0oti0M9yM6kT-VF24lBJLZwQ1iJk-G5HeqKQ7Ws/s200/Image0281.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Tom Yam + garlic rice= today's lunch<br /><br />The Tom Yam tasted okay but the garlic rice was not so tasty.<br />Not enough of garlic,perhaps.<br /><br />Thanks to Alan for accompanied me to buy ingrediants.<br />It was not because of my cooking skills but not enough experience,okay?<br />So I will cook more and one day you will praise my cooking is nice!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-18946544781806769272010-06-17T19:17:00.002+08:002010-06-17T19:44:47.768+08:00Another boring dayI slept at 4am this morning.<br />Thanks to my wicked male housemate,Jac.<br />Played cards with Huan Min,Shu Qi and Jac until 3.30am.<br />I just realised non of my housemates know how to play chess.<br />Weirdo.<br /><br />I skipped my QT2 tutorial class today and woke up at 2pm.<br />I wish I could continue to sleep until the next day but I was having headache.<br />Not enough sleep or sleep too much?<br /><br />Moved my laptop to downstairs and watched movie.<br />Ate rice dumpling and washed kitchen.<br />I was wondering who cooked yesterday,the stove was really oily.<br />Hmm...<br /><br />Showered and clear my clothes.<br />Started to do my tutorial.<br />I am really lazy to do all these tutorials and assignments.<br />*headache*<br /><br />Tomorrow will be another boring day as everyone will go back hometown except me and Amy.<br />*sigh*<br />I was thinking of follow Amy to karaoke but I think I can get a better plan.<br />Don't you think so?<br />Most of my coursemates were so addicted to pool games but last night Alan told me to quit the game as it is a waste of time and money.<br />I agree with him but it is the only entertainment here!<br />Ish!!!<br /><br />I think I should do something so that I won't grow mushrooms here.<br />Right?<br /><br />What to do then?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-4881513474389990742010-06-01T19:27:00.003+08:002010-06-01T19:53:21.435+08:00Red packetsNew semester started and I just got few red packets.<br />I've been sick for so many days(1st red packet) and aunty came and visit me last 2 days(2nd red packet).<br />Tummy killing me and I am so tired.<br />Woke up early in the morning and Alan dropped me to campus.<br />Thank God Alan was driving his sister to campus too,or else I would have to walk there as my bicycle was at Alan's house.<br /><br />Went for QT2,the IDK1 was full house.<br />I think that's the reason Utar failed so many students for QT1.<br />No place to let you sit in IDK anymore.<br />*sigh*<br />I was not feeling so well in IDK.<br />I didn't pay much attention during lecture.<br /><br />Thank God Alan was driving his friend to KTM to buy ticket.<br />So,he picked me up after lecture.<br />Came home and took a nap.<br />Alan woke me up to go for Accounting tutorial.<br />Was in rush and I fell down from staircase and sprained my leg(3rd red packet).<br />Its so freaking pain now.<br />Spent RM40 for doctors.<br />*sob sob*<br /><br />Forced to skip classes.<br />I wanted to go for QT tutorial so badly,yet I know I can't make it.<br />*sigh*<br />Its a beginning of semester,I was trying so hard not to skip class.<br />*sigh*Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8429392189783292561.post-90041865814219188612010-05-01T17:52:00.003+08:002010-05-01T18:03:51.485+08:00UntitledI didn't do well for my MP in final.<br />Yet,I hope I can atleast pass the paper so that I don't have to retake this subject.<br /><br />Took lunch with my coursemates.<br />Planned to spend the day with our craziness.<br />Karaoke or pool??<br />Both,perhaps.<br />Mei Hooi dropped me home and they headed home to take shower.<br />I fell asleep while waiting.<br />Headed for pool game at about 8pm.<br /><br />Spent my night with tiger beer and pool games.<br />Hmm,learnt something new.<br />It was so much fun.<br /><br />Headed for supper at mamak and headed home at around 3am.<br /><br />Guys,if I did something that you think was abnormal,its actually normal.<br />Ok?<br />I'm wondering when only we can go for pool for second time.<br />LOL<br /><br />There is something I want to let you know.<br />I have my life and my friends.<br />You are not the only one in my life.<br />I wish to do whatever I want to.<br />I wasn't asking for your permission last night.<br />You might think that I shouldn't party during exam period.<br />I just want to have a relaxing night after MP.<br />And I don't think that is a problem.<br />Ok?<br />You might say you didn't mean to control me but what you have said last night is not the way you show your concern to me!!<br />This is ME!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0